Please

A hard glitter, tinged with lust filled his eyes as he took in what I’d just done. I just did it. I stopped thinking. I was filled with aggression. He’s teasing me. “I want to hear you beg.” I dropped my eyes at his expression, ashamed that I’d lost control to that degree and shoved him against the wall, but I couldn’t seem to contain myself. Following through the next urge, I lowered my head and bit him beside his nipple, turning it into a sucking kiss, and running my hand down into his pants to get to what I wanted. I was panting yet trying not to push him any harder with my pushy behavior. I hoped to arouse him if I could get my hands on him. He grunted softly as my fingers brushed the head of his cock.

I felt his hands grasp my upper arms and reverse us, pushing me abruptly against the wall. My mouth was captured by his. A punishing hard kiss. His tongue filling my mouth, while his hands continued a teasing exploration of my body, finding all sorts of places to cause shivers of desire to race over me.

I moaned when I felt my dress shred further as he sought what he wanted. My hands came up to try to get his pants open again. All I cared about was getting him inside me. Again, I am thwarted, my hands pushed behind my back, easily captured them in one of his while he continues to tease me.

“Beg…beg or I’ll tie you up and tease you a long time…”

A growl escapes me and I begin to wriggle at his fingers teasing my clit gently, softly. The softness of his touch on my clit completely at odds with his shoulder shoving me against the wall. I came and my knees buckled.

And I felt myself being lifted on to the bed, the shreds of my dress scattered oddly around me. My hands free, I went for his cock, but am captured again as he begins a slow exploration of my neck with this teeth and lips. Next, chewing my nipples softly…along my ribs…my lower belly. Each one making me writhe and yearn for him to mount me. But I won’t beg.

“Let me hear it… and I’ll give you what you want…”

His teeth find my labia, licking, biting…

Sucking me in, I feel his tongue exploring the folds of my flesh, tasting me. I groan loudly and cum. I can feel a ‘please’ rising up in me. I can feel it threatening to burst from my lips, but I grit my teeth against it.

Flipping me over, he rises back up my body and starts his biting journey again from my neck to my buttocks. I buck and writhe to try to wriggle away from the torment of his mouth. Rising yet again, he takes the flesh of my shoulder into his mouth and holds it while letting me feel his warm hardness against my cheeks, rubbing me with its soft skin. I can feel my fists ball up and I start trying in earnest to roll over. “Get off!”

I can feel anger well in me and the need to cry. A sob half escapes with a panting groan as his hand slips under me and finds my clit again. He lets my shoulder go and whispers softly…”Don’t worry. By tomorrow morning, I’ll have taken you. You’ll get what you want. Eventually. But you’ll get it sooner if you give me what I want.” And another orgasm sweeps over me. I hear a maddening chuckle in my ear and feel my body flipped over once again.

I had this idea that I would wrestle my way out of his arms because I am so upset, it seemed like a recipe for disaster to keep going…I feel determined to put a stop to things. I don’t consider my safe word. I don’t consider my promise to never say no. I’m just going to get up and stop. I don’t want to play any more. I want to hide. But then I feel his cock against my pubic bone. Its warm and hard and I want it. I can’t help myself. I start to wriggle trying to get him in me, forgetting the resolve of seconds before. He uses his hips to press mine against the bed, pressing his cock between us; his belly against mine, his chest pressing me down and his mouth plundering mine.

Perhaps seduction would work where aggression hadn’t. I wrap my arms and legs around him and begin rocking against him, kissing him back with as much lust as I have in me. Finally he comes up for air. That glint still in his eyes, but the lust taking over. Feeling a bit of triumph that this isn’t as easy as he’s led me to believe, I run my hands seductively down his ribs, grazing him with my nails and try to kiss him again.

He steers clear of my mouth and sinks his teeth into my earlobe firmly, pinching my nipple hard, sliding just an inch into my pussy. That is worse than not having him in me at all. And he damn well knows it. “Give it to me!” I growled out the command.

He pulls out. I start to cuss my extreme displeasure, and feel him flip me over again. A sharp, harsh spank shakes my hips. I gasp at the sting of it, eyes watering. “You behave.”

I receive about ten very harsh spanks. Each one must have left a hand print. They hurt! I am dripping. Frustrated. Yearning. All I care about is being fucked. I can hear a little voice in my head telling me to behave, but I just…can’t. I need what I need and he’s teasing me. I can’t stand it. I want to run away, but he keeps arousing me so, I feel compelled to keep trying to get him inside me. I can feel tears running across my cheeks.

Rising up my body, he bites my other shoulder and holds it in his teeth again, shoving his cock in me a couple inches, pulling out and rubbing the wet on my butt. “Beg for it…”

I shouted at him. I couldn’t not. “Please give me your cock!” Nothing submissive about that whatsoever, but I was wild…beyond caring about protocol. He pulled back off me and spanked me some more, not speaking. Softer this time, more pleasurable, but spanking hard nevertheless. I lift my ass into it. It was satisfying to feel the pain of it. It took the edge off my anger and frustration. In a somewhat softer voice, “Will you give me your cock?”

I feel him rise up over me again, sliding in me just a little bit, thrusting shallow a few times and then leaning back, pulling out. I could have shrieked like a banshee! Before I can open my mouth, I feel a slap of many falls from a flogger. He flogs me until my whole back feels intensely hot. Teasing me now and then with the tip of his cock against my juicy pussy, he keeps me focused and not so trancy, until he’s done.

“Roll over” I do eagerly, hoping I could get him inside me finally. I didn’t. He started in on oral sex. It was wonderful…maddening. I needed to be filled up, rode hard.

My back felt hot and stingy against the bed.

I was soon riding his mouth though…softening more with each moment of orgasm. Every so often, he’d raise his head and give me a sharp smack on my clit or nipple. Then he’d go back to his torment of my clit. I could feel the clutches of the frustration leaving me…even as the yearning for his cock possessed me further. The defiant pride about not begging was rapidly starting to not matter. If it got me what I wanted, did it matter that he’d been teasing me to get me to beg him? Did it matter that he knew I didn’t like begging and teased me anyway?

I could feel more and more of the tension leaving my body…Ever so softly, “Please…I need something inside.” I felt his mouth shift out of the way and his fingers slide under his chin, filling me with thick digits, rubbing, exploring. Orgasms exploded through me. I wriggled and rode his mouth and hand…softening yet again.

He was relentless…Even though I’d begun to beg, It wasn’t enough. He wanted more. He made me cum awhile and then crawled up my body, cock poised at the entrance of my sopping wet pussy. He filled my mouth with the taste of me. I sucked my juices off his tongue and gripped his hips with my legs, trying to pull him toward me.

“Beg me for it. What do you want…?” He pinched my nipple hard.

I gasped, “Please…”

I got an inch in reward. A whine burst from me and I tried to buck and wriggle lower under him to get more in me, but he lay on me again, preventing it. “More. Beg more. Let me hear it….what do you want?”

I didn’t want to beg. It feels…too vulnerable. It feels like I’m begging for love. Some of that emotion must have showed in my eyes…”You want me badly…I need to hear you say it. I need you to express aloud how much you want me. I want to see you submit to me…plead for what you want from me….do it…”

Something in his voice, broke down the rest of my resistance. I melted…”Please, fuck me. i need you…please…please give me what I need.”

I felt him slide just shy of my sweet spot. When the extraordinary pleasure of feeling him plow into my yearning juiciness passed, I realized that he was still teasing me. Frustration welled up in me again…I wanted to hit him. I’d finally submitted something he wanted from me…something that I felt truly…but didn’t feel ready to share. He’d demanded it on his time table, despite my desire that it be given in mine. It made me angry. I tried to push away…and then I heard his soft voice again, “Tell me again about how much you want me. I need to hear it…”

He was asking…not demanding. He withheld the full satisfaction of his cock, but with a request, not a demand. Emotionally, I felt myself open. I felt what was behind that stated need…the need to know how desirable he is as a man. The need for me to submit to him. The need to subdue me…and to extract from me something I’d never given when I didn’t want to…and I hadn’t started out wanting to tonight. But I do want to now. And that’s really what melted me…that he needed me to mean those pleading words from deep down inside; not just parrot them. He wanted me to let go pride with him…be willing to express lust for him freely aloud.

A simple sweet desire. And a determined seduction of my will to his. It turned me on suddenly and intensely. I felt a rush of heat fill my belly all the way to my throat; a rush of desire for him, for his dominance, for his heart. This mingled with the desire for his cock. I wanted to connect with him…not just get his cock to fill me. I heard my own voice begin pleading…”Please fuck me. Please pound my cunt…Give it to me. Please…Fill me up. Please! Make me cum please. Please!” There was no more aggression in my voice. No more reluctance. Just begging him to do something to please me. My soft, submissive voice filled the room, not stopping…not even when he pulled back and then rammed himself home in me….time after time. I didn’t stop…though the words left me mostly, as the orgasms took me. “Please…” was all that would come out of me for the most part, but he was pleased that once I started, I gave without stint. If he stopped ‘more’ would be added to please. If he fucked me softly, ‘harder’ would be added. If he fucked me shallow, I’d plead for ‘deeper’. He was smiling at me. Sometimes chuckling…but I bucked on him for all I was worth, milking him with my orgasms, giving him a steady symphony of moans, panting and pleading.

“Please…”

The word filled my dreams that night…along with the memory of his seduction in pursuit of that word.

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6 Responses to “Please”

  1. comfydildo Says:

    mmmm. Somehow when you write I feel everything, even your emotions. In a way you tease me because I do feel everything, the things I want to as well as the things I don’t. I feel your frustration and pain, but I keep reading because I know it’s always worth it in the end when I feel your love and pleasure. It’s so real to me.

    *smiles* You know how to please a storyteller Comfy…

    Telling a story in a way that makes it real to the listener/reader is a joy to me. It makes my heart sing. I sometimes think I nailed it when I forget myself that I wrote and get caught up in the story. My yearning to improve the outcome of my writing keeps me drawing toward more and more…I’m never satisfied. This one has all sorts of things that I’d like to pick at and fix were I to forget my purpose in writing any of these erotic pieces. For me, it is to explore an emotion…or my resistance to something. Or it is frequently, something that I sense would arouse someone I would enjoy an exchange of sexual heat from. Once its achieved, the piece feels done. I’ve no need to continue, even if I’ve left the reader hanging in the midst of a moment. It isn’t up to me to finish it for them. That’s what their own imagination is for. But after I sleep on it, then I want to fiddle with the language and the timing and all that stuff. *grins*

    With this one? I guess that over the years of my life I have had many men tell me they wanted to hear me beg for it. There are things in my life that hurt me deeply and involved begging….scratching at a door for love and not being abandoned or to get what I needed. I am intensely, fiercely aggressive about not doing it for anyone. Ever. Again.

    And yet, in the middle of a D/s relationship, when the trust is there, it will pour out of me.

    And when I split with M last year, I found myself yearning to beg him not to leave. It was all I could do not to ’scratch at the door’ emotionally with him. I resisted the urge. Somehow. It was only my deep respect for his emotions about the whole thing that kept the emotions silent. But they were there. Sometimes, I still want to say it to him. *smiles*

    A few months ago, I was in the middle of a moment with my hormones and neediness and got a bit fierce about expressing it here. I remember Paul said he wanted to hear me beg. I got really still reading that. I felt pregnant with the emotions of the past. I guess that its been working on me since then…trying to examine all the sides of the subject. Yesterday morning, this story started riding me. Many of the same emotions rode me during the day yesterday that I’ve ever felt about it, but more than anything else, for the first time in my life, I felt aroused by it far more than afraid or ashamed or small. I finally gave in to the urge to write some of the fantasy out late last night and dropped it in here to publish.

    Truth is, this one represents a bit of healing for me.

  2. paul1510 Says:

    Shannee, very hot piece, sometimes it’s necessary for your woman to plead, to beg, she needs to learn, that this is a gift that is yours to bestow.
    This may be fiction, but at it’s heart it is true. WOMAN has been mightily gifted, she has almost everything, plus the power to drive us out of our minds.
    She has beauty, grace, sexual attraction, plus the power to grow a new life within her, if she could take what she wanted, there would be no living with her, she has to need, that need must at times be overwhelming and impossible to satisfy by her own power.
    In spite of all her advantages, sometimes the male must conquer, his gift is the pleasure and the seed, in the end all the woman can say is please!!!
    Love and warm hugs,
    Paul.

    *smiles*

    Hmmm…I’m all twitchy about my response to your comment. On the one hand there’s the esoteric thoughts piling up for a say. *sighs…* I’m in no mood to chatter about that. My mind is too muddled by my hormones and trying to find the right verbiage for other projects.

    On the other, is the hormone surge I’m experiencing. Plenty to say on that topic too…and as others have observed here, you tend to be a magnet for that kind of angst where ever you comment frequently. Its just the nature of your personality and the dominance you project. I’m sure that’s good for your male ego. *winks* And you deserve it.

    And then there’s the heart of the matter…the fever for sex and submission and pain that has gone unassuaged for one reason or another for too much of the time in the past month or two…Yup. That part would get me into trouble today…especially the pain part. I am dancing on the edgy thing right now. I am teetering on loosing focus on other important things.

    I guess I should just leave this remark at *smiles* and go scratch my itch before continuing on with my list of things to do. *sighs…* I would much rather wind ‘you’ up. LOL! I need to wind someone up today. And get a follow through. I’m starting to feel clawed at. Yup. *smiles*, followed my silence is the wise remark today.

    *kisses on the cheek* Couldn’t forget to say good ‘morning’ *winks* Have a good day.

  3. delilahgirl Says:

    I was crying by the end and chalked it up to my own frustrations of late though I didn’t fully understand why. (I know, I know…always with the “why’s” am I.)

    And then I read Paul’s comment.

    That is so it exactly.

    If I could just take what I wanted there’d be no living with me. There’s hardly any living with me as it is. That’s why I keep praying that my husband will find his balance while I work on finding my own (wouldn’t it be lovely if we could work on it together?) because I need to beg. I really need to beg.

    ((hugs)) I know you do. *smiles*

    I suspect that you are like me…getting to the point of begging is a wide open heart space. A soulful place to be emotionally. Not just anyone should be given the power to conquer and take me into that place. I suspect that’s so for you too.

    *smoochies* Hope you are enjoying the holiday weekend. *smiles*

  4. Fusion Says:

    Very intense piece Shannee. Very intimate as well, I felt like I was sitting there in the room, watching.

    John you are really good for my writer’s ego. *grins* Glad you enjoyed my story.

  5. ceeci Says:

    You made me gasp. Paul. made me cry.

    Gasp…I like that. *happy grins*

    Not surprised that Paul’s words brought tears. Wise words about this deep exchange between a man and a woman.

  6. margie Says:

    my mama always said please was the magic word…grins
    Your mama was right. *grins right back*

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