I wanted my Leather Thorn Paddle because I have been practicing Tantra solitary lately and also no longer have a kink partner. That solo status left me yearning to be touched in ways that I only seem to get with a partner. As my Tantra practice has been unfolding, I noticed an intense craving for a spanking. I would get up and hunt for anything to spank myself with. What I had wouldn’t do.
Look over here to see what it looks like and to find John the paddle maker. *smiles* Ga ‘head…I’ll wait…..*smiles* Isn’t it lovely?!
I was very excited to try it out. I had to wait four whole days to get enough privacy for the play…And when I finally got the chance I gave myself the romance that I really needed. I lit some candles, I carefully made sure my feeldoe was clean and handy and that the aloe vera gel which I like for lube was handy…and of course my wonderful new paddle.
I put on my breath cd and mounted my toy…
Mmm…Felt good going in and then I paused to focus on my breathing and following the guidance of the cd to do the breath meditation…but soon I was in my cat-cow yoga position, pillow up between my knees, supporting the toy inside me, breathing in and arching into the cat, flexing my hips so the toy drives into me, gripping the feeldoe, and feeling energy orgasms rising up my body, making it quiver
Exhaling into the cow position, rocking back off the toy a bit, the muscles,which were gripping the toy, relaxing into fluttering orgasms…
Over and over, I breath, arching and rocking, fucking and riding my toy…building the energy inside my body, feeling orgasms rushing through…
I have no need to touch myself in any other way for a long while…but then I need to have my nipples caressed…so I do myself the honor, stroking them, taking them into my mouth and rolling my tongue on them….
I need the caress my wet lips, so I am stroking my labia, giving myself the touch I need so much. I caress my thighs, my belly, my face…feeling the sweet touches that I my skin aches for and is so lonely for…
The music becomes a driving rhythm and my emotions and yearning turns with it. I feel a need for pain….and so I get out my paddle. I begin with spanking the mons…that’s just where my body wanted it first. I’ve never done that before….and it feels wonderful! That paddle’s tip fits right between my thighs for the perfect smack. Its not easy to spank this place yourself. One ends up hitting the thighs…I don’t mind that sometimes…but today, I wanted it only on the mons…so my perfect instrument delivered the pain just where I wanted it…I rocked in orgasm, gripping that toy.
*sigh…* Makes my pussy ache just thinking about it now. *smiles*
Of course, no spanking is complete if one leaves out the ass…so I applied pain liberally. I didn’t want a warm up. I went straight for deep pain, at the same time driving that play cock into me, causing more pain. The breath brought the orgasms right up my body and out the top of my head…it was delicious…
I’ll leave the rest there…it was a very emotional meditation for me…but I did want you to know that I love my paddle. It is exactly what I ordered. If I were to order it again, I’d likely make it two or three inches shorter so that I can get a better angle on my sweet spot. For me that is just inside my thighs right where they meet the curve of my cheeks. Not an easy spot to get all by myself. I need the paddle to be short enough to have my arm at a comfy angle, not only so I can sustain the spanking for more than a few taps without straining my muscles, but you need a good angle in order to deliver a real good forceful smack there when self spanking. But I have managed to find a brush that suits that single spanking need…so the fact that this paddle does all the other things I want it to and the fact that it will be a beautiful paddle for me to use on a parter, for which I feel I’ll prefer a larger paddle. It has my absolute gushing applause…if you’ll pardon the pun. *grins*
I really hope you’ll give John some business. This paddle is a real keeper and I’m looking forward to years of play with it. John is the real deal, a fine craftsman and an incredibly nice man, that I’ve enjoyed making friends with. He even dyes the leather per your request. Lovely…just lovely.
ceeci